Friday, September 28, 2012

Weigh In and CHALLENGE!!

Yes, it's Friday. I know. Y'all should know by now that being on time is not really my thing :)

So, not a loss, but not a gain. Ehh..... I guess I'll take it. 

Starting Monday, October 1, I am getting my ass back in gear. FOR REAL this time. 30 Day Shred Mama Fit Club Challenge, MyFitnessPal... I'm talkin the whole 9 yards. I have recruited my sister... one of those bitches that eats whatever and doesn't gain.... to do 30DS with me. Hopefully seeing my fat ass jigglin next to her will be a good motivator :) I made a calendar to hang on our fridge, but we are still thinking about what our "reward" is gonna be!! We are both taking before pictures on Sunday, right before we start! WOHOO :) 

NEW MONTH, NEW MOTIVATION!! I'm goin after it bitches!! 


PS. This weekend is girls weekend. 10 of my girlfriends from college. 2 hotel rooms. FREE open bar happy hour from 5-7 at our hotel.  Shit is about to get out of control... be ready for some White Girl Wasted pictures!! 

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Weigh In Wednesday

Bad news bears today...

 Sucks ass, but I was expecting it. BUT, riddle me this.... I gained 4 pounds but I could not keep my pants up today! They were literally so big that I could slide them all the way down without unbuttoning/unzipping them. And, I just washed them... I didn't even have to do the awkward jump dance to loosen them up....

Anywho, I saw today that there is going to be a Mama Laughlin Fit Camp 30 Day Shred Challenge. I get paid Friday, so I am thinking the time has come to finally make Jillian my bitch. I have been saying I was going to do the 30DS, but hopefully now with the Fit Camp Challenge, I can force myself to actually do the damn thang!!

Before pics coming to a screen near you soon... beware you might need protective eye gear!!


Tuesday, September 18, 2012

One of these days I will be on time...

Hey! Yes, its almost Weigh In Wednesday, and I missed the last one! YIKES!! But, I have been reading another blog by a Mama Laughlin Fit Club member... it is like crack and I am addicted!!  So, last week's number...

So, that is another loss! WOHOO!! I am still reallllllly sucking at getting my workouts in... terrible, I know. I need some motivation... I have NO willpower right now! 

In other news, I saw Kris this weekend. We got together to have a talk about things, and it went pretty good. I went to a 50th birthday party with him and also went to his cousin's bridal shower with his mom and sisters! It was so good to see everyone! I have really missed them... especially all my little nieces and nephews!! So, naturally I took a million pictures and played with them all weekend! Sunday, I took turns carrying them on my shoulders and chasing the other ones! It was a serious workout!! Kayboo will be 5 in January and J-man will be 3 in December! Here's some pics from my weekend :)  
At the party! Kayboo and Kenz
Kenz and Michael
Me and Kenz

Ignore the crazy hair... it was after I ran around with the kids for hours!! :) 

Kisses from Kayboo and J-man!

Love my little buddy!!

So, there you have it! Lots of pictures! I particularly like the picture of me and Kenz because you can only see a couple of my 87 chins! 

I have a terrible feeling that tomorrow's weigh in is going to SUCK ass!! 

Til tomorrow! XOXO 

Saturday, September 8, 2012

This has nothing to do with weight loss!

Okay y'all, this is not gonna be like my typical posts.
I am freakin strugglin over here!! Yes, getting back on the wagon with my eating and workouts. BIG time. But it all boils down to the same thing. This whole breakup thing is impossible. I really have no clue how people survive breakups. Its been almost 6 weeks and I still feel like I am fighting back the tears every single day. Our breakup has nothing to do with how I feel about him. It has everything to do with his actions the past few months. I am career-driven. I work my ass off every week... 40 hours at the hospital, 20ish hours at the jewelry store job (my only PAYING! job!) plus my online classes. I am working my ass off so that when I graduate (9 MONTHS!!) I can be independent and not rely on my parents anymore. I feel like Kris is very content in his life right now. He is happy taking a few classes, living with his parents still and going out with his friends all the time. It is just extremely frustrating to me. I want him to grow up so that when I move back home in 9 months, we can move forward in our relationship. How am I supposed to get over someone that I am still so in love with? I cannot imagine ever dating another guy. But at the same time, I feel like I deserve to be happy. And I wasn't happy in our relationship anymore. I know that I can want him to change, but he needs to want to change for himself. And right now, I really don't think he wants that.

Now that I am done venting, I hope you all are having a great weekend!! I need to get back on the wagon! I can't be happy with anyone else until I am happy with myself :) So looking awesome is on the top of my list right now! I need to recommit to a healthy lifestyle!!!  I CAN DO THIS!!!


Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Weigh In Wednesday

Hey y'all!
I FINALLY got the scales moving this week!! Drum Roll Please.....
So, not much of a loss, but it feels pretty good because it seems like I have been stuck at 179 forever!! I am finally settling into a routine of working all day and getting to bed early! Now, I just have to force myself to get my workouts in when I get home from work!! I usually leave around 6:45 am and don't get home til about 5:45 pm, so its a looooong day, and when I get home, I just want to eat dinner and relax!! I keep saying I am going to do the 30 Day Shred by Jillian, but I haven't started yet! That is terrible, I know!! Hopefully I can squeeze here in this week!! 
 I also have been in a shitty mood all week because I was violently attacked by chiggers at the lake this weekend!! I counted, and I have 26 bites from my knees down! And they are bright red and itch like a SOB!  I bought really cute capris for work, but I have been afraid to wear them because I don't want someone to see my legs and think I have some nasty disease! I put some clear nail polish on them tonight, so hopefully that helps!!

Hope you all are having a GREAT week! I am going to promise to update you all on how Jillian is kicking my butt... hold me accountable to it!!! :) 


Monday, September 3, 2012

Labor Day Weekend

Hey y'all!
I hope you enjoyed your long weekend!! I had to work Sat/Sun but I was off today! I went down to my parents' cabin Sunday after work! We had dinner and did a little fishin' last night and this morning!  Here is a few pics!

First Fish... TINY!
BIGGEST FISH! 17 inch bullhead catfish!
He was ready for his close-up!

One last pic before we throw him back!

 So, there you have it! And don't judge my appearance... it was early and raining!!

That is how I spent my Labor Day... what about you?